Everyday I live through is filled with horrible reminders that life is cruel and full of terrible people.For every good person there are at least five bad people, and there are no other Kennys....selflessly caring and forgiving to all who harmed him. I cannot even say that of myself,I hold anger to those who harmed him.Those who pretend that they didn't. Some of them were at his service and didn't deserve to be,,with their cruel words about him. Do they think the words were forgotten? No, he held them to himself,,made himself believe he was unworthy when he was the kindest and most worthy of all. And so many of the people he left behind don't have a clue as to what he left us.What he gave to those who knew him--even those who didn't like him or didn't take the time to know him or those who should have loved him but were too busy. Too many people are still too busy to take the time to care, to really care. I suppose they feel if it is ignored, it will disappear=but what if it disappears in a way they didn't expect? A way that would make a normal heart hurt? Maybe there are no normal hearts, maybe there is no no normal at all. Maybe the numbness of not feeling takes away all that should be a heart. People need to be numb> not feel> not care. I wish the world would have more Kennys.Are they out there--hidden in the darkness?
There is so much darkness and so little light--> I want to go where the light is--I want to be with my son and my mom and my grandmas.This world is full of so much worry and unhappiness,, I just want to take Ravenne and go...
Until tomorrow...
Element of the day (day 88)
#87) Fr- Francium-] radioactive
not found naturally or occurs in such minute amounts that it does not reasonably exist on Earth.
Discovered in 1939 by Marguerite Perey, France.
A highly radioactive metal. A decay product of uranium. So rare, that a weighable amount of francium has never been produced.
Estimated that no more than 30 grams of francium exists at any one time on Earth.
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