Saturday, February 28, 2015

150* A tribute by Zac

https://www.dropbox.com/home/ZacAcaDecSpeech1_2014


OH,, how I pray this can be viewed by everyone!!! 
3 years later... and I just saw it for the first time.
Click to watch

Well said, Zac! Thank you with all my heart <3  

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 march 1, 2015

Once again-- there are challenges to overcome. I tried to view Zac's recollection of Kenny's personality only to discover that the link isn't direct. So, I am trying another way to create a direct link to the post.

6:35 PM::: NEWS FLASH:
IF YOU COPY AND PASTE TO BROWSER IT YOU WILL BE CONNECTED TO LINK  
Hope this works:
 https://www.dropbox.com/s/9yu8v3gkcxj3hhj/IMG_0810.MOV?dl=0

For me, the learning process continues as I journey through the healing in an attempt to honor and preserve the bright life and unique personality of Kenny...

In its own way-- my education into the world of video media is a reflection on what would be my relationship with my patient son. Within that lies our connection-- despite the physical loss-- his spirit remains.

More to come..... until then may your lives be filled with


   LOVE    
  LIGHT   

 


  PEACE   



                                                                      



Tuesday, February 17, 2015

149* I miss you, Kenny

(from February 3rd)... unfinished

I began re-reading this blog a little over a week ago. Re-living all the tragic moments, minutes, hours, days, months and now years since the loss of my most precious son.

I have come to know that loss so well. It resides in me as part of my destiny in this life. Three years have gone by and the missing is still the same. No less heartache-- it trails behind me,, s-t-r-e-c-h-e-d in time.

I long to see you again Kenny. I wish we could sit and have a conversation as we did a trillion times during your life. I wonder what your words would be now. What is your spirit saying as you watch over me? 

I know you are near in your own way. I feel you. I do not see you as I once did but your energy is there. I am filled with sadness. I try to fight it. This moment I have lost. I cry for I know that you will never return to this life. Of course, I have known this a long time.

I think I expected more. More of the spiritual connection-- the ability to be more in tune with your energy. Is that to come in time? When will our souls reconnect???