166 quotes and feelings

I have no idea how this blog will progress this year. 
I've been thinking that I have desire to continue,, but unsure how to best relate what is in my heart.

There is so much lacking of Kenny. Nearly everything he left behind is still packed in storage. I have so many stories packed away. Remnants and memorabilia of experiences I long to remember and share.

Still figuring out how to make that possible. The one significant change in the signs I believe are from Kenny is that I rarely find pennies anymore. There were a few days when I found nickels instead of pennies after asking Kenny for a sign. Then I would think five pennies from heaven instead of one. Could it be because it is the fifth year without him?
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As for this month-- I am going to post sayings that reflect the way I have been feeling the last month. 
Sometimes my feelings are better expressed from another source.

I've always believed the feathers I used to find all the time were signs from Kenny. Someday, I will tattoo a replica of the blue feather from Kenny on my forearm.

The first saying mi mama gave me years ago. The part that really gets to me is the 'you never said Goodbye'. To this day I feel like I didn't get a goodbye. I only got a lost look, somewhat of a smirk really.
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 Always, always....
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 Hopefully,, someday....
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Until next time,, as Kenny would say